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A pretty and pretty repellent tapestry composed of a lot of bad decisions and ignorance is having a moment.

It had a benign beginning eight years ago: to approach painting like making a quilt. It started when I discovered I could pour viscous acrylic paint onto acetate and drop in colours and patterns from squeeze bottles. When dried, the smooth skins could be cut into to create more patterns, peeled off the acetate and layered one on the other on stretched canvas. This was a revelation! Unlike the pre-planning required in designing and building quilts I could create my own pattern design — mostly freeform — on the “fabric” (skin) and add layers as I saw fit. The only tricky part was maintaining a mirror-smooth surface for all the layering so to avoid bubbles and ripples I poured on poly resins after each layer. Eventually I was breaking all budget goals buying it by the tub.

I never gave much thought to what went into those pricey bottles and buckets of artist acrylic colours. They’re all fairly odorless — not like oils with their cleaning solvents — so I figured it was just a matter of some pigments in an innocuous carrier. I didn’t wear gloves when I painted. I poured the jars of rinse water for my brushes down the sink. I cleaned my palette by running it under the tap. I don’t recall any instructions to do otherwise in painting class. It was only years later that I understood that washing and rinsing delivers microplastics directly past any wastewater treatment and into our rivers and oceans and into the life cycle.

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Nine of many heavily-layered 24”x24” acrylic paintings on stretched canvas.

I was immersed in the project for months (years?) until a painting-instructor said, “You don’t want to make upholstery.” In that moment it dawned on me that I was doing just that: all these paintings of sagging, too-shiny acrylic skins suffocating the natural canvas had all the appeal of vinyl birthday-party tablecloths. I doubled down, buying more acrylic medium in the form of matte glaze to kill the shine then shifted to painting on panels. One morning I opened the door to my studio and looked around at those garish, plasticky paintings on the walls and felt the shame of it all. They had to be reckoned with.
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Old thick acrylic paintings on canvas cut down to size

I used my quilter’s ruler, mat and rotary cutter — some paintings were so dense they required a utility knife — to cut them into strips to expose their thickness. I had no plan beyond packing the strips in totes until I could work out how best to responsibly dispose of them. I bundled them by colour in the manner of a quilter sorting her overabundant fabric stash which led to messing with some different colour combinations which led to arranging little patches of strips on the wall using sewing pins. Then I set up the strips like overlapping shingles, with each pin causing the bottom of edge of the strip above to flare. This was one of those happy-accident moments when the first line from that old anti-Vietnam-war song fills my head, on repeat.

​Over the next several months I explored how to work with the flaring painting strips. I covered an entire post in just the red strips to look like it was on fire. I built up a mass of blue strips in a dead corner and dispersed some others out over the walls like an infestation. For an MFA class critique I created a lurid petrochemical sunset in a human-scale circle:

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“Apocalypse Now”, 2018: past acrylic-on-canvas paintings, sewing pins, 60”OD

Apocalypse Now was the title suggested by my undergrad art history instructor Patrik Andersson as soon as he laid eyes on this shaggy installation of thick, sticky-looking strips. The title is an obvious reference to the hundreds of thousands of tonnes of Napalm (half gasoline and half equal parts benzene and polystyrene) bombs that the U.S. military dropped on Vietnam between 1963 to 1973. But the brilliance of the title is connecting Napalm to the paint composed of the same refined and processed petroleum derivatives, likely produced by the same North American industries like Dow or DuPont.

The success of an artwork lies in its ability to offer resonance and that’s how I’m viewing this one since the world is suddenly soaking in the biggest global energy disruption in history. “This isn’t just about gas and the black oily stuff,” The Guardiansenior international reporter Peter Beaumont said last week. It’s about pension investments and fuelling the car. (Listen or watch the short interview.) “It’s about every corner of the economy: the flights we take to go on holiday, plastics. It’s everything. It’s kind of staggering that no one thought this through.”

Here on the other side of the Atlantic Ocean we are not expected to feel the crisis as deeply; North American petrochemical producers are “relatively insulated” from the energy crisis because they rely more on domestic supplies. But we should want to make some lifestyle adjustments anyway. Out of that necessity comes creative thinking, the key element missing from my scrap-quilter’s approach to painting. Apocalypse Now continues to serve as a visual reminder of the hazards of buying into unsustainable systems and the joy of gathering, in the art of making something out of nothing.

It’s time we stop / Hey, what’s that sound? / Everybody look what’s going down…

Apocalypse Now is one of several large fibre artworks and paintings on display in the solo show, “Joyful Making In Perilous Times”, Gibsons Public Art Gallery, April 2-26. Artist talk with CBC Radio host Stephen Quinn, April 11, 2-3 pm; free community stitching event, April 22 (Earth Day), 1-3 pm.